Monday I met with the oncologist surgeon to plan out my surgery in June. I left with more questions than answers. I’m still waiting on my genetic results so we can’t make any decisions on what type of surgery yet. Also, I’ll meet with the plastic surgeon in a few weeks to plan reconstruction. My head is still spinning with all those options. I’d love to connect with others who have made this difficult decision.
Yesterday’s chemo went fine overall. My regimen since I had the awful reaction in February is weekly Abraxane and Carbo, and I’m also receiving immunotherapy called Keytrudo every 3 weeks.
My first IV went in fine, but as soon as they hooked up the chemo it started to burn. My nurse took out the first IV and put in another, and the meds went in without any pain.
I have 6 more weekly chemo sessions to go, and trust me, I am counting down the days. I am reminding myself that it okay to be both thankful this is saving my life and angry I’m suffering these awful side effects, some temporary and some permanent.
The girls keep getting cuter and cuter! Mia’s face has filled out and she has some adorable chunky cheeks. Lily seems to be much more vocal. We’re getting more and more smiles. It still feels like they eat all the time, which is so draining. They also love to be held, so getting rest in between feeds is so hard. Showing up as a patient wife and mom is a challenge right now, as the chemo and broken sleep is wearing on me immensely. I am spending lots of time in prayer asking for patience. “We’ll all get through this,” I continue to remind myself.
We are constantly being held and supported by our families. I’m so grateful for parents and in-laws that see our pain and fill in the gaps. The big kids love having all their grandparents (and their Titi- my sister) around. God has still blessed even in our trials. Our community is big!
I continue to be thankful for all those we know (and those we don’t!) praying for us. We ask for rest, patience, and good news as I await my genetic results.
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